Well, I havent really been able to update in like 4 months! Wow! Well, here is a quick run by of my life to current. I ended up getting a new car after going to Disney Land, and was working 5 days a week at the good ol DQ! I definetly learned patience and how "Reality Hits You Hard, Bro". I kept doin my own thing as school started, and was just trying to remain true to myself and the path that I was on, so I decided to continue learning about the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints and started taking Seminary in the morning before school, and that was putting me in a very good mood and making me ready for anything to come my way. Unfortunately, one of my closest friends showed me some earth shattering things that caused me to abandon all that I knew and just float on and be the person that I wanted to be, me. I had my car get hit one day at Seminary as one of my closest buddies dad pulled out of a parking spot. So I think that was a sign that I didnt belong there anymore, haha. Then I began to hang out with this really beautiful girl and get close to her, then realize that I was developing feelings for her. I would do anything for her. Hell, I even would stay out late with her just to see her. I thought that I had it all figured out, and that she felt the same about me. I really began to feel strongly about her and get attatched. I ended up taking her to Homecoming, and had a great time, even though she brought a friend with her! Ha! I just talked to her this evening about what I was feeling and told her how special she was to me, and even how much I liked her and enjoyed her company. I didnt get the answer that I wanted to hear. Im glad that we will still remain friends though. She is an awesome person and I never want to stop being friends with her, I just think I need a little time off.
On a lighter note, my birthday is only 11 days away! WAHOO!! Ciggarettes and Scratch Tickets! Haha. But really, I am actually kinda skeptical. I am scared to start real life after High School. I just hope that I make it alright! I know that with the support of friends and family, anything is possible!
Think about this in your brain space: If you truly love something, can you really let it go?